


📚 QUEER LITERATURE 📚
👑 DRAG 👑
🔮 FANTASY 🧟♂️
We're back with Season 4 of I’m Feeling Queer Today!
This season is all about Creating Qulture!
That’s culture with a Q, for QUEER! Because how could you separate the queer community from the culture they shape?
This season, we’ll be taking a deep dive into the worlds of Queer Literature, Drag Performance, Fantasy/SciFi, and Journalism…
all through an LGBTQ+ lens.
We’ll meet bookworms creating soundtracks based on their favorite stories, drag performers and an archivist preserving their history, and someone who owes their life (literally) to Rennaissance Faires. Plus: authors, nerds, pioneers, roundtable discussions, and a whole lot of special segments from the IFQT! queer youth producer team you know and love.
Queer Literature
S4E1: Books, Writers, & the Stories That Save Us
(Queer Lit 📚 Part 1)
It’s a brand new season from your favorite ensemble of young queer producers. Let’s just say, we’re getting LIT… QUEER LIT, that is.
We're kicking things off with a roundtable discussion on our favorite queer books and writers, then turning the page to a special interview with Tessa and Gio from The Bookish Songs Collective, a group of indie artists around the world working together to make albums of music based on their favorite books. Plus, a shout-out to some of our queer literary heroes in a new recurring segment called “Black Queer Revolutionaries.”
ABOUT THE HOSTS
🎙️ Eric Eubank (they/them) is a non-binary writer, speaker, and storyteller. As a student and creative, they try to blend these worlds into a blend of curiosity, activism, and exploration of themself and the world around them. They are originally from Glendale, California, and currently based in Nashville, Tennessee.
🎙️ Zorian Edwards (he/him) is a transmasc student journalist from Amherst, NY. He studies professional writing and rhetoric at Daemen University, and has a passion for journalism, uplifting LGBTQIA+ youth, and telling the stories of those around them. He has enjoyed writing, interviewing, and recording for IFQT!
EPISODE 1 SHOW NOTES
"Queer books are not a threat to children. Thinking that they're alone is a threat to children."
— Lily Mueller, IFQT! Producer
➡️📝Helpful Notes & Resources
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Here are some helpful apps mentioned in the episode:
➡️📚 Books, Writers, & Media Mentioned in S4E1
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(1:02-3:05) Host Mentions
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They Both Die at the End — Adam Silvera
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And They Were Roommates — Paige Powers
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The Outer Country — Daven Malasarn
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(3:05-17:44) Queer Youth Roundtable (3:05-17:44)
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Before He Hits Home
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Gender Queer — Maia Kobabe
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Home Body — Theo Parish
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Whoever You Are, Honey — Olivia Gatwood
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Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil — V.E. Schwab
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Carmilla — Sheridan LeFanu
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Fat Ham — James Ijames
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More Happy Than Not — Adam Silvera
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Giovanni's Room — James Baldwin
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The Miseducation of Cameron Post — Emily M. Danforth
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Fun Home — Alison Bechdel
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Dykes to Watch Out For — Alison Bechdel
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Choir Boy — Tarell Alvin McCraney
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(17:44-19:47) Black Queer Revolutionaries: Queer Literature
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In Moonlight Black Boys Look Blue
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The Color Purple
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Felix Ever After
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(21:08-31:31) Bookish Songs Collective Interview
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Grishaverse series — Leigh Bardugo
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A Treachery of Swans — A.B. Poranek
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Fourth Wing — Rebecca Yarros
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They Both Die at the End — Adam Silvera
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Red, White & Royal Blue — Casey McQuiston
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➡️ Authors & Poets Mentioned
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Adam Silvera
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Daven Malasarn
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Paige Powers
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James Ijames
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Tarell Alvin McCraney
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Danez Smith
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Olivia Gatwood
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Alison Bechdel
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Emily M. Danforth
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James Baldwin
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Andrea Gibson
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Theo Parish
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Leigh Bardugo
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Casey McQuiston
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Alice Walker
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Kacen Callender
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A.B. Poranek
➡️ Other Mentions/References
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Moonlight (film)
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The Miseducation of Cameron Post (film adaptation)
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Hamlet (referenced through Fat Ham)
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The Color Purple
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1985 film
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2005 Broadway musical
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2015 Broadway revival
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2023 film musical
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➡️🎙️About our guest: Bookish Songs Collective
The Bookish Songs Collective is a global collaboration of indie artists and an established staple of the bookish community online. Best known for creating soundtracks to popular novels, they have seen viral success with their EPs Fly or Die & Burn it Down, Pt. 1, and have performed at several book-themed events. Their work spans across various genres, from ballads and cinematic pop to electrifying rock, blood-pounding trailer anthems, and imaginative score music. In addition to their fan works, the Bookish Songs Collective has also collaborated with several indie & traditionally published authors, creating the official soundtrack for NYT bestselling author Piper C. J.'s No Other Gods series, debut author Mikayla Bridges of Flame and Fury at Pan Macmillan, NYT bestselling author A. B. Poranek's A Treachery of Swans, debut author Victoria Carbol's A Great and Powerful Tyranny, and Penn Cole's bestselling Kindred's Curse Saga, as well as entering direct collaboration with publishers to pave the way for the new 'Original Literary Soundtrack.'
S4E2: The Stories They Couldn't Shelve
(Queer Lit 📚 Part 2)
Part 2 of our Queer Lit series traces queer literature's arc from book bans to abundance. First, Alex travels back in time to unpack the history of LGBTQ+ book censorship. Then we sit down with the team behind The QT Library, a brick-and-mortar queer lending library in Boston. Staff members Jake, Carli, Nicola, and Sara tell us how QT came to be, why books matter to them, and their dreams for the future of the library and our great, big, queer world. Whether you’re a bookworm or a brand new reader, this episode has something for anyone curious about the wondrous world of queer literature.
ABOUT THE HOSTS
🎙️ Alex K. Masse (they/them) is a storyteller from what is colonially known as British Columbia. They’re also a neurodivergent nonbinary lesbian, which greatly affects their creative process. On IFQT, they had the privilege of meddling in music, hosting, writing, research, and editing. When not creating, they're probably cozied up with their cat and a good book.
🎙️ Samuel Smalls Jr. (he/they/she) is a 20 year old performance artist from Fort Lauderdale, Florida. They currently attend SUNY Purchase College in New York where they are getting their BFA in Acting. They love all things Black, Queer, Artsy and Nerdy and they’ve been a member of the IFQT cohort since 2023. They can be found on instagram at @ssmallsjr or at home watching Dimension 20 on Dropout.
EPISODE 2 SHOW NOTES
"The thing that combats erasure is the creative act."
— Jake Stepansky, co-founder of QT Library
➡️📝Helpful Notes & Resources
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Here are some helpful apps mentioned in the episode:
➡️📚 Books, Writers, & Media Mentioned in S4E2
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House of Hades (Heroes of Olympus) — Rick Riordan
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Percy Jackson series — Rick Riordan
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Heartstopper — Alice Oseman
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The Perks of Being a Wallflower — Stephen Chbosky
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Pride Puppy — Robin Stevenson
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The Picture of Dorian Gray — Oscar Wilde
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The Well of Loneliness — Radclyffe Hall
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Giovanni's Room — James Baldwin
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Go Tell It on the Mountain — James Baldwin
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Notes of a Native Son — James Baldwin
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Women's Barracks — Tereska Torrès
➡️ Authors & Poets Mentioned
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Oscar Wilde
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Radclyffe Hall
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James Baldwin
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Robin Stevenson
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Rick Riordan
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Alice Oseman
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Stephen Chbosky
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Karl-Heinrich Ulrichs
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Tereska Torrès
➡️ Other Mentions/References
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Uranus (1870), considered the first queer periodical
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Lippincott's Magazine
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Cold War censorship of queer literature
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Book banning in the United Kingdom
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American censorship of queer literature
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Queer zines and underground publishing
➡️🎙️About our guest: QT Library
The QT Library is a grassroots nonprofit organization working to establish a physical, all-ages LGBTQIA+ lending library and substance-free community space in Boston, Massachusetts. Founded in 2022, the initiative focuses on providing curated books, free public programs, and a safe affirming gathering place created by and for the queer and trans community.
Instagram (@qt.library)
Appearing in the interview:
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Jake (Co-founder & Board President)
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Carli (Communications Team)
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Nicola (Communications Team)
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Sara (School Librarian & Volunteer)
S4E3: Storytellers Hold The Power ft. Armistead Maupin
(Queer Lit 📚 Part 3)
Fifty years ago, Armistead Maupin’s “Tales of the City” began as a serial in the San Francisco Chronicle. Unlike traditional journalism that held tightly to the truth, Maupin “tamper(ed) with the facts,” as he fictionalized his daily life in San Francisco and created patchwork portraits of the colorful characters around him.
In the final part of our three-part series on Queer Literature, IFQT! Producer Eric Eubank chats with Armistead Maupin to discuss how his daily serial exploded into a series of novels and award-winning television series, why he can’t separate himself from his queer identity, and the brand new ways he’s telling his story at 82 years old.
ABOUT THE HOST
🎙️ Eric Eubank (they/them) is a non-binary writer, speaker, and storyteller. As a student and creative, they try to blend these worlds into a blend of curiosity, activism, and exploration of themself and the world around them. They are originally from Glendale, California, and currently based in Nashville, Tennessee.
EPISODE 3 SHOW NOTES
"Goodness is in the world... cling to that."
— Armistead Maupin

➡️🎙️About our guest: Armistead Maupin
Author of Tales of the City, journalist, and longtime chronicler of queer life in San Francisco.
Maupin discusses arriving in San Francisco as a young conservative Southerner after Vietnam, finding queer community there, coming into his identity, and eventually transforming those experiences into his writing
➡️📚 Books, Writers, & Media Mentioned in S4E3
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Tales of the City — Armistead Maupin
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Tales of the City original serialized newspaper column
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Armistead’s Substack: Barbary Lane Dispatches https://armisteadmaupin.substack.com/
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The San Francisco Chronicle
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Pacific Sun
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Charles Dickens
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Wilkie Collins
➡️🏳️🌈 People & Historical References
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Anita Bryant: Maupin discusses responding in real time to Anita Bryant's anti-gay campaign in Florida through Tales of the City. He wrote a storyline in which Michael Tolliver learns that his parents have joined Bryant's campaign without knowing their son is gay. https://armisteadmaupin.substack.com/p/my-answer-to-anita-bryant-michaels
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Pat Montandon: Maupin discusses the San Francisco socialite as the real-life inspiration for the Tales of the City character Poux Giroux and tells a funny story about her reaction to being fictionalized.
Drag Performance
S4E4: Drag Will Set You Free
(Drag 👑 Part 1)
ft. Junior Mintt, The Lexapro, Paradox, & Sarah Calise
Hi, Diva! This episode kicks off our two-part exploration into the wondrous world of Drag Performance. First, you’ll hear from Drag preacher, activist, and business owner Junior Mintt on how she got her start creating the diverse spaces she wished to see in the world, and her messages to the current generation of Queer Youth.
Then, Samuel Smalls Jr. is back with “Black Queer Revolutionaries,” where you’ll learn about drag trailblazer William Dorsey Swan.
Finally, Eric Eubank presents their “Drag Tapestry,” featuring a collection of important perspectives in the drag community: Los Angeles-based queen The Lexapro a.k.a. Axel Paulk, Mexico City-based queen (and FPP alumni) Paradox a.k.a. Samuel Silva, and Nashville-based historian and drag archivist Sarah Calise. Plus, an affirmation from IFQT! Producer Lily Mueller that could melt the hearts of even the cattiest queen.
ABOUT THE HOSTS
🎙️ Samuel Smalls Jr. (he/they/she) is a 20 year old performance artist from Fort Lauderdale, Florida. They currently attend SUNY Purchase College in New York where they are getting their BFA in Acting. They love all things Black, Queer, Artsy and Nerdy and they’ve been a member of the IFQT cohort since 2023. They can be found on instagram at @ssmallsjr or at home watching Dimension 20 on Dropout.
🎙️ Eric Eubank (they/them) is a non-binary writer, speaker, and storyteller. As a student and creative, they try to blend these worlds into a blend of curiosity, activism, and exploration of themself and the world around them. They are originally from Glendale, California, and currently based in Nashville, Tennessee.

➡️📝About our guest:
Junior Mintt
Black trans drag artist, Brooklynite, business owner, activist, and self-described “cultural custodian.”
In this episode, Junior discusses:
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Growing up surrounded and inspired by Black women
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Finding Black trans community
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Mariah Carey and Whitney Houston
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Studying scenic design at Emerson College
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Racism in predominantly white theater spaces
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Leaving scenic design to pursue drag
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Creating spaces for Black and trans performers
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Bringing activism and Black Lives Matter into drag
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The relationship between art, identity, community, and healing
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Advice for queer youth
Photo by Arin Sang-urai.
➡️📝About our guest:
The Lexapro Beverly Hills Latex
Los Angeles-based drag performer Axel Paulk, who began experimenting with drag as a teenager.
In this episode, Lexapro discusses:
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Starting drag at 13
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Alternative vs. traditional drag
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Hamburger Mary’s West Hollywood
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Exploring gender through drag
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Drag mothers Dolores Latex and Abigail Beverly Hills
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Ballroom/pageant drag
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Modeling and dance
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Authenticity and finding your own form of drag
Photo by Axel Paulk


➡️📝About our guest:
Paradox
Mexico City-based artist Sam Silva, who describes Paradox as an almost alien-like character that helped them explore different sides of themselves.
In this episode, Paradox discusses:
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First doing drag at 15
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Being transmasculine while performing femme drag
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Drag as freedom from gender conformity
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Drag as political expression and activism
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Drag culture in Mexico
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Becoming a safe person for younger queer students
Photo by Chelsea Herdz
➡️📝About our guest:
Sarah Calise
Public historian and archivist at Vanderbilt University Libraries and founder of Nashville Queer History.
In this episode, Sarah discusses:
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The long history of drag and gender nonconformity
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Preserving drag artifacts and LGBTQ+ history
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Drag as entertainment and social challenge
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Relationship between drag, trans identity, gender expression
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The 1975 Miss Gay America pageant
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Contemporary political attacks on drag and trans people
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Learning from earlier LGBTQ+ movements
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Performing drag herself at Nashville Pride

EPISODE 4 SHOW NOTES
"Know that you have more power than you think that you do."
— Junior Mintt
➡️🏳️⚧️ Black Queer Revolutionaries
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William Dorsey Swann
Samuel's official Black Queer Revolutionaries: Drag Edition segment profiles William Dorsey Swann, who was born into slavery and later organized drag balls in Washington, D.C. during the 1880s and 1890s.
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Ceyenne Doroshow
Junior Mintt names Black trans activist and elder Ceyenne Doroshow as a Black queer revolutionary who has personally influenced her.
Doroshow founded GLITS (Gays and Lesbians Living in a Transgender Society) and is discussed for decades of community organizing, feeding and housing people, and working to create housing for Black trans people in Queens.
➡️🎤 Artists & Pop Culture Mentioned
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Whitney Houston
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Mariah Carey
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The Cheetah Girls
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The Cheetah Girls 2
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Cinderella — specifically the Cheetah Girls song/performance
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Kinky Boots
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“Land of Lola”
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Kurt Cobain / Nirvana
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RuPaul
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Bob the Drag Queen
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Monét X Change
➡️📚 Drag History References
William Dorsey Swann & House of Swann
1880s–90s Washington, D.C. drag balls and early queer resistance.
Ballroom culture
Junior Mintt discusses Black trans women who had performed in ballroom as models for the life and artistry she wanted to build.
1975 Miss Gay America pageant
Sarah Calise references archival footage in which performers discuss their different motivations for drag—from entertainment to expressing their gender identity.
Drag and trans history
Sarah Calise makes the larger point that drag history cannot really be separated from LGBTQ+ history, including histories of cross-dressing, female and male impersonation, trans people, and gender nonconformity.
➡️🏛 Organizations, Institutions & Venues Mentioned
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GLITS
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Nashville Queer History
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Vanderbilt University Libraries
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Nashville Pride
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Emerson College
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The Future Perfect Project
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The Trevor Project
💜 Affirmation of the Day
“Drag has no gender. There are drag queens, drag kings, and drag things of all kinds. You deserve to explore and play with gender expression. Have fun with it. If gender's a performance, then you're stealing the show.”
S4E5: Drag Will Set You Free
(Drag 👑 Part 2)
ft. Pattie Gonia and Klondyke
Hello again, Darling! Welcome to Part 2 of our exploration into the fabulous world of Drag Performance! In this episode, we got to chat with Drag artist and climate activist Pattie Gonia about her upbringing in Nebraska, her tireless advocacy for Planet Earth, and how Drag can be harnessed as a superpower and a gateway to freedom.
Then, we sat down with Brooklyn-based Drag and sideshow performer, and self-described alien/clown, Klondyke. Klondyke shares their origins as a ‘tomboy’ and preacher's kid, the art of being the representation they wish they had, and how they’re reclaiming their chronic pain through performing in “The Black Cherry Sideshow.” Plus, a Drag Fun Fact from our very own Lily Mueller, and a shoutout to a previous episode of IFQT! we know you’ll love. So what are you waiting for? Powder your face post-haste and press play on this episode.
ABOUT THE HOSTS
🎙️ Samuel Smalls Jr. (he/they/she) is a 20 year old performance artist from Fort Lauderdale, Florida. They currently attend SUNY Purchase College in New York where they are getting their BFA in Acting. They love all things Black, Queer, Artsy and Nerdy and they’ve been a member of the IFQT cohort since 2023. They can be found on instagram at @ssmallsjr or at home watching Dimension 20 on Dropout.
🎙️ Eric Eubank (they/them) is a non-binary writer, speaker, and storyteller. As a student and creative, they try to blend these worlds into a blend of curiosity, activism, and exploration of themself and the world around them. They are originally from Glendale, California, and currently based in Nashville, Tennessee.
➡️📝About our guest:
Pattie Gonia
Environmental activist, drag queen, and community organizer known as the “world’s first backpacking drag queen.” Pattie’s work blends queer joy with climate action, making the outdoors more inclusive and raising money for nonprofit organizations.
In this episode, Pattie discusses:
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Growing up queer in Nebraska and finding freedom and self-discovery through drag
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The political power of drag, queer joy, and using your unique gifts for activism
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Reclaiming the outdoors after experiencing homophobia and making nature more accessible and inclusive
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The connection between personal, communal, and environmental healing
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Finding chosen family, including drag king Vera and their creation of Save Her!
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Sustainable activism, avoiding burnout, and imagining a more joyful and connected future
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What nature can teach us about growth, including the reminder that “nothing in nature blooms all year”


➡️📝About our guest:
Klondyke
Brooklyn-based alternative drag artist, sideshow performer, musician, and musical theater composer. Klondyke describes themself as an alien clown drag artist; out of drag, they are Wes Olivier and use they/them and he/him pronouns.
In this episode, Klondyke discusses:
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Growing up as a pastor’s kid, discovering musical theater, and writing their own musical, Elsewhere
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How their transmasculine and nonbinary identity transformed Klondyke from a traditional drag king into an experimental “alien clown”
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Finding inspiration and community in Brooklyn’s alternative drag scene
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Navigating Blackness, queerness, and transness in predominantly white artistic spaces
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Why “representation without protection is a trap,” and the importance of artistic ownership and authenticity
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Finding chosen family through Black Cherry Sideshow and reclaiming agency over chronic pain through performance
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Breaking out of the boxes placed around Black, queer, and trans artists—and making art with intention
EPISODE 5 SHOW NOTES
"As a non-binary person, I never feel like I”m 100% one thing, but I do feel like I’m a million things."
— Klondyke
➡️👑 Drag Artists & Queer Creatives Mentioned
Oakland-based drag king Pattie met during a group hike. Pattie describes Vera as one of the first drag artists she encountered who shared her love of nature and community-building. Together, they created the first Save Her! drag show, which later toured nationally.
Featured guest from Episode 404 (check it out) and creator/host of In Living Color, a Brooklyn drag show where Klondyke performed open sets early in their drag career. Klondyke describes the space as instrumental in showing them how expansive drag could be.
Black trans sideshow artist who introduced Klondyke to new forms of sideshow performance and actively worked to bring more people into the art form.
Other Brooklyn-based drag artists named by Klondyke:
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Juniper Juicy
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Just June
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Mother Theresa
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Islayaa
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Lily Suburbia
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Uncle Freek
Institutions & Live Shows:
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Live Shows
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The Gradient Brooklyn - venue where In Living Color was held
➡️🎤 Artists, Media & Pop Culture Mentioned
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Janelle Monáe
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Lil Bow Wow / Bow Wow
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Seinfeld
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“American Boy” by Estelle featuring Kanye West
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Sinners (movie, directed by Ryan Coogler)
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“Freak Like Me” by Adina Howard
➡️🌲 Drag, Queerness & the Outdoors
Queer access to nature- Pattie describes nature as one of the first places she felt free as a queer child, before outdoor spaces later became associated with homophobia. Her work now seeks to reclaim those spaces and make access to nature more equitable.
Nature as relative, not resource - Pattie discusses the disconnection between people and the natural world and asks what might change if we treated forests and the Earth as relatives rather than resources.
Nothing blooms all year - Pattie uses nature as a metaphor for queer growth and transformation: periods when we aren’t “blooming” don't necessarily mean something is wrong; sometimes we need to find new “fertile soil” in which to grow.
➡️🏳️⚧️ Gender, Nonbinary Identity & Representation
Klondyke’s story strongly connects drag to gender exploration. Their early drag was an extension of their transmasculine identity, but as their everyday gender presentation became more comfortable, Klondyke evolved into something stranger, more fluid, and less conventionally masculine.
The episode also directly points listeners back to IFQT Season 2’s two-part “Transgressing the Binary” episodes, exploring nonbinary identities, representation, and transmasculine experiences.
➡️🎪 Sideshow
Klondyke discusses their involvement with Black Cherry Sideshow, an all-BIPOC troupe, and the history of sideshow as a predominantly white art form that has sometimes exploited people of color.
They also discuss “geeking” - historically a sideshow performance involving extreme or grotesque acts, and how they adapted the tradition into their own deliberately “gross,” but non-harmful, performance.
For Klondyke, sideshow also became a way to reclaim agency while living with chronic pain: “When I get to decide how it hurts and, like, when it hurts, that feels very powerful.”
💜 Fun Fact of the Day
The episode’s Fun Fact of the Day revisits William Dorsey Swann, described as the first person known to call himself the “Queen of Drag.” Swann was a queer activist who organized secret drag balls in Washington, D.C., in the late 19th century.
Queer Fantasy
S4E6: Frankenstein, Frank-N-Furter, Freddy & The Final Boy
(Queerness in Fantasy 👑 Part 1)
ft. Oscar Montoya
Greetings ghouls and ghosts, demons and divas… This is Part One of our four-part series on Queerness and Fantasy, and we’re kicking off this haunting journey with a deep dive into all things horror, through a queer lens. In this episode, we sit down with “Dropout” actor, comedian, and horror-movie fanatic, Oscar Montoya.
Learn why Oscar thinks all horror is inherently queer, why LGBTQ+ people can see themselves in both the monster and the final girl, and how the community turned “The Rocky Horror Picture Show” from forgotten flop to cult classic. What does Oscar believe horror movies and the ballroom scene have in common? Grab your popcorn, turn on your TV’s, and get ready for this monstrous exploration of the horror genre. Don’t worry – no jump scares included.
ABOUT THE HOSTS
🎙️ Samuel Smalls Jr. (he/they/she) is a 20 year old performance artist from Fort Lauderdale, Florida. They currently attend SUNY Purchase College in New York where they are getting their BFA in Acting. They love all things Black, Queer, Artsy and Nerdy and they’ve been a member of the IFQT cohort since 2023. They can be found on instagram at @ssmallsjr or at home watching Dimension 20 on Dropout.

➡️📝About our guest:
Oscar Montoya
Colombian-American actor, comedian, improviser, performer, and Horror fanatic, known for his work on Dropout, including Game Changer and Dimension 20, as well as the comedy series Minx.
In this episode, Oscar discusses:
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Oscar growing up in Colombia and discovering horror through his aunt’s video store
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Why horror is fundamentally queer
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Monsters, repression, otherness, and assimilation as queer metaphors
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Frankenstein, Mary Shelley, and James Whale’s queer influence on early horror
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Queer-coded horror icons, final girls, and identifying with both monster and victim
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A Nightmare on Elm Street 2 and queer representation behind and in front of the camera
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Censorship, the Hays Code, and queer storytelling through subtext
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The Rocky Horror Picture Show and horror as a space for queer community
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How queer people transform mainstream culture into something of their own
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Black and Brown queer contributions to horror and pop culture
Blacula, The Blackening, and the evolution of Black queer representation in horror
EPISODE 6 SHOW NOTES
"We can relate to both the monster
and the victim.”
— Oscar Montoya
➡️🎬 Horror Films, Books & Pop Culture Mentioned
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The Howling
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Frankenstein by Mary Shelley
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Bride of Frankenstein
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The Invisible Man
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A Nightmare on Elm Street
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A Nightmare on Elm Street 2: Freddy’s Revenge
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A Nightmare on Elm Street 3: Dream Warriors
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A Nightmare on Elm Street 5: The Dream Child
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Wes Craven’s New Nightmare
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It Follows
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The Babadook
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The Rocky Horror Picture Show
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Blacula
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Candyman
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The Blackening
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Sinners
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Queer for Fear: The History of Queer Horror
➡️👻 Prominent Horror Artists & Figures Mentioned
Mary Shelley
Author of Frankenstein, which Oscar and Samuel examine through a queer lens. They discuss Frankenstein’s creature as an outsider who longs to belong but is rejected and targeted because of his difference, a dynamic they connect to queer experiences of otherness, assimilation, and repression.
James Whale
Queer filmmaker and influential horror director behind Bride of Frankenstein and The Invisible Man. Oscar describes Whale’s work as deeply informed by a queer understanding of Shelley’s material, and points to Bride of Frankenstein in particular as an iconic example of queer horror.
Heather Langenkamp
Actor known for playing Nancy Thompson in the A Nightmare on Elm Street franchise. Oscar highlights Nancy as a quintessential “final girl” and connects horror survivors to queer resilience.
Mark Patton
Actor who played Jesse Walsh in A Nightmare on Elm Street 2: Freddy’s Revenge. Oscar and Samuel discuss the film’s unmistakable queer themes and the impact that public discussion of Patton’s sexuality had on his life and career.
Dewayne Perkins
Queer Black writer, comedian, and actor who co-wrote and stars in The Blackening. Oscar highlights the film as a major example of Black and queer creators moving from the margins of horror into the mainstream.
Jordan Peele
Filmmaker Oscar identifies as one of the defining contemporary voices in horror, particularly for bringing original Black stories and perspectives into mainstream genre filmmaking.
➡️📚 Queer Horror History References
Frankenstein & the Queer Monster:
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Oscar and Samuel discuss Mary Shelley’s Frankenstein as a story about difference, rejection, repression, and the desire to assimilate. Frankenstein’s creature is intelligent and emotionally complex, but society defines him as monstrous because of how he looks.
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Oscar connects that experience to queer people navigating a world that may attempt to punish, destroy, or assimilate those who are different.
James Whale & Bride of Frankenstein
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Director James Whale was openly gay within his lifetime and directed some of early Hollywood’s most enduring horror films, including Frankenstein, Bride of Frankenstein, and The Invisible Man.
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Oscar calls Bride of Frankenstein an especially potent queer film, pointing to its camp, glamour, gender performance, independence, and resistance to the roles its characters were created to fulfill.
Queer Monsters & Final Girls
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Oscar argues that queer viewers can uniquely identify with both the monster and the victim in horror.
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Queer people may recognize themselves in monsters who are treated as dangerous outsiders, while also identifying with final girls and other survivors who endure violence, persecution, and fear and nevertheless make it to the end.
Freddy Krueger & A Nightmare on Elm Street
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Oscar jokingly declares Freddy Krueger a queer icon, pointing to the character’s theatricality and literal appearances in drag throughout the franchise.
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The conversation then turns to A Nightmare on Elm Street 2: Freddy’s Revenge, a film that has become particularly notable for its queer themes and its gay lead actor, Mark Patton.
The Hays Code & Queer Subtext
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Oscar and Samuel discuss the censorship restrictions of classic Hollywood and how queer audiences learned to look for themselves in the “fine print” of films.
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Rather than eliminating queer expression, censorship often pushed LGBTQ+ creators and audiences toward coded, metaphorical, and subversive forms of storytelling.
The Rocky Horror Picture Show
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Oscar and Samuel discuss The Rocky Horror Picture Show as both a queer film and a queer community experience.
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After initially struggling commercially, the film developed a legendary culture of midnight screenings, audience participation, costumes, callbacks, and shadow casts. Oscar describes seeing it surrounded by queer people and realizing, “This is for us.”
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They also compare the communal language and ritual of Rocky Horror screenings to ballroom culture: communities taking imagery and culture that were not necessarily created for them and transforming it into a space where they can celebrate one another and belong.
Queer People as “Collage Artists” of Pop Culture
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Oscar describes queer people as some of the greatest “collage artists of pop culture”—taking pieces of mainstream culture, including things that were never designed with LGBTQ+ people in mind, and remixing them into something meaningful.
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The conversation particularly recognizes Black and Brown queer people for creating cultural forms that are later embraced or appropriated by the mainstream.
Blacula & Imperfect Queer Representation
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Oscar discusses Blacula, an important Black horror film whose first victims are a gay couple.
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While he acknowledges that the characters are exaggerated stereotypes, he also points out that they are depicted as an established domestic couple with money, taste, influence, and social status.
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The conversation asks how we can acknowledge the flaws of historical queer representation while also recognizing what visibility may have meant to people who rarely saw themselves represented at all.
The Blackening & Contemporary Black Queer Horror
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Oscar highlights The Blackening as an example of how formerly marginalized perspectives are increasingly entering mainstream horror.
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The film features an all-Black central cast and was co-written by queer Black writer and performer Dewayne Perkins. Oscar describes seeing an openly queer Black creator telling a horror story specifically informed by Black culture as revolutionary.
S4E7: Are You a Good Witch
or a Bad Witch?
(Queerness in Fantasy 👑 Part 2)
Sup, witches? Our Creating Qulture season continues with Part Two of Queerness in Fantasy. In this episode, IFQT producer Eric Eubank got to sit down with his friends and supernatural scholars Justin and Renee to talk about the history of witches, what they can represent, and how labels around your sexuality and spirituality are a personal choice.
Then, producer Lily Mueller hosts a roundtable about tarot with Samuel Silva, Chai Turner, and Stellan Knowles. You’ll learn the basics of the cards, why our guests were drawn to tarot in the first place, and you’ll even get to witness a three-card reading about the future of the podcast. Plus, hosts Samuel Smalls Jr. and Lily Mueller reflect on their own witchy practices over the years. Don’t be scared, just hop on your magic broomstick, give your tarot deck a shuffle, and press play on this episode, because the magic has already started.
ABOUT THE HOSTS
🎙️ Samuel Smalls Jr. (he/they/she) is a 20 year old performance artist from Fort Lauderdale, Florida. They currently attend SUNY Purchase College in New York where they are getting their BFA in Acting. They love all things Black, Queer, Artsy and Nerdy and they’ve been a member of the IFQT cohort since 2023. They can be found on instagram at @ssmallsjr or at home watching Dimension 20 on Dropout.
EPISODE 7 SHOW NOTES
"There is such beauty in starting something and being bad at it”
— Chai Turner
➡️🎙️About our guests: Justin & Renee
Friends of IFQT! producer Eric Eubank who join the show for a conversation about witches, otherness, ritual, history, and queerness.
➡️🎙️About our guests: Chai Turner, Sam Silva, & Stellan Knowles
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Chai Turner: Boston-based artist and tarot reader who uses they/them pronouns and has been reading tarot since their teens. Instagram: @fantazychai
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Sam Silva: Mexico City-based writer, musician, and tarot reader who was introduced to tarot by his mother. Instagram: @dogpenguin
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Stellan Knowles: Denver-based Black, queer, spiritual artist who discusses paganism, tarot, and finding spirituality outside of organized religion. Instagram: @stellanstandsproud
➡️🎬 Horror Films, Books & Pop Culture Mentioned
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bell hooks
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Wicked (book, Broadway musical, & movie)
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Elphaba
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Glinda
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Little Mix
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“Black Magic” music video
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RuPaul’s Drag Race
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WitchTok
➡️🃏 Tarot Decks & Resources Mentioned
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Rider-Waite tarot deck
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Kevin J. Stanton’s Botanica Deck
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Online Tarot Card Generators
➡️🔮 IFQT's Tarot Reading
Chai, Sam, and Stellan perform a three-card past, present, future reading for I'm Feeling Queer Today! podcast
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Past — The World:
Chai draws The World, associating it with expansiveness, movement, freedom, and completed cycles. They connect it to IFQT's beginnings in 2022 and the process of queer young people figuring out what stories they wanted the podcast to tell and what kind of world they wanted to help create.
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Present — Strength
Sam draws Strength, interpreting it as resilience, persistence, and being willing to accept support from others. He connects it to a world that can sometimes feel as though it's moving backward, saying, “We need to keep fighting... we have to stay here.”
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Future — The Star Reversed
Stellan draws The Star reversed. Rather than interpreting “adrift” negatively, he sees it as a sign that IFQT has found its footing and now has the freedom to go in many different directions.
Meet the S4 IFQT! Producer Team
I'm Feeling Queer Today! is produced and hosted by a small team of select LGBTQ+ producers, ages 16-22, who collaborate virtually on episodes from all across North America.

Alex K. Masse
Alex K. Masse (they/them) is a storyteller from what is colonially known as British Columbia. They’re also a neurodivergent nonbinary lesbian, which greatly affects their creative process. On IFQT, they had the privilege of meddling in music, hosting, writing, research, and editing. When not creating, they're probably cozied up with their cat and a good book.

Eric Eubank
Eric Eubank (they/them) is non-binary writer, speaker, and storyteller. As a student and creative, they try to blend these worlds into a blend of curiosity, activism, and exploration of themself and the world around them. They are originally from Glendale, California, and currently based in Nashville, Tennessee.

Lily Ariel Mueller
Lily Ariel Mueller (they/she/he) has been telling stories and hugging trees for as long as they can remember. They’re a New England-based writer, artist, and theatre & film maker working at the intersections of queerness, disability, memory, healing, and above all, love.

Parker Mackenzie
Parker Mackenzie (she/they) is a queer storyteller with a hunger to understand life and absolutely no idea how to satisfy it. As an extreme introvert, she enjoys horror games, cats, and reading in her free-time. Parker currently lives in Clearfield, Utah.

Samuel Smalls Jr.
Samuel Smalls Jr. (he/they/she) is a 20 year old performance artist from Fort Lauderdale, Florida. They currently attend SUNY Purchase College in New York where they are getting their BFA in Acting. They love all things Black, Queer, Artsy and Nerdy and they’ve been a member of the IFQT cohort since 2023. They can be found on instagram at @ssmallsjr or at home watching Dimension 20 on Dropout.

Zorian Edwards
Zorian Edwards (he/him) is a transmasc student journalist from Amherst, NY. He studies professional writing and rhetoric at Daemen University, and has a passion for journalism, uplifting LGBTQIA+ youth, and telling the stories of those around them. He has enjoyed writing, interviewing, and recording for IFQT!
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